Lethargy

Being a very moody person makes me feel (in a one way or another) incapable of doing anything correctly. Which is not completely true. Nor completely wrong!
Perhaps today is one of those days where I feel down and lethargic. I feel physically and mentally worn out; and it's in situations like this one that questions start to pop up into my mind.
For how long are you going to keep this pattern? When will you grow up and start behaving like a rational adult? When will you seek a fixed job and a stable life? When? What if? Bla bla bla bla…
Unfortunately I don't have the answers for these compulsive questions! I usually try to challenge these voices in my head by trying to define normality, the purpose of life and this entire system. GOOD LUCK with that!

 
…I'm in cold Europe dreaming about Lebanon's blue skies, very typical homesickness syndrome!