Time to change!

Enough is enough! I know i say it the whole time, but this time it is for real! It is time to change! I can't stand this farm anymore! Now I really regret it! Coming back from the U.S! Two years later, I really regret it! Of course I wouldn't regret it had I been staying in my house in Bhersaf, 24/7! but unfortunetly I have to leave home and mingle with all the crap!

Ok today is not my best day at all!!

Sample of my daily diet

Breakfast: 1 bole of cereal + banana + raisins
Snack: 1 apple
Lunch: riz 3a djej (big plate)
Snack: 1 big fruit cocktail + 350 g of yogurt
Dinner: small plate of mjadra + salad + bread
Snack: debess w t7ineh
Snack: 1 banana + 1 apple
Dinner: 2 pieces of grilled fish

Another day in paradise

Yesterday night, was one of those trippy nights at Gemayzeh... The kind of nights where you feel high... and relaxed... 1 beer, 1 light sandwich... few puffs.... and then you go back home! You sleep... 10 hours later... you wake up feeling different! Why??? I do not know! (but of course I do know!!! it is only a matter of brain chemicals... Anyway I am going to pretend that I don't know!)

When I woke up today, I was feeling stronger, I was feeling at peace!!! I just figured it out, it is all connected now! Just a few minutes ago, I told my colleague that I will resume my work which I have suspended for the last 30 days! I have also came to realize that I have regained my reading concentration, i.e I can read something not related to sports for a change! Whenever I regain my intellectual sense, I feel more at peace!

Could it be that the summer fever has finally passed? Were my previously mentioned problems seasonal? Could that be? Or is it only brain chemicals?

Do I associate winter times with indoor activities such as reading and writing? Furthermore, does the fact that I tend to go for drinks more frequently during winter times have triggered all of this?